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Long Armed Boy

by monstermine

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1.
I’LL GROW ON YOU Shy and awkward bile Shaped like shapeless life An uninteresting, quiet guy Don’t worry, I’ll grow on you Witless and humourless bore A ghost of an intelligence gone A contemptful, apologetic chore Don’t worry, I’ll grow on you Believe me, I’ll grow on you Feeling weak and sad ‘cause they’re beautiful Sorely visible in their unpleasant stare A body full of shame, so I run Vengeful and mad As wounded as I can be Just you watch what’s growing out of me Permeable to other people’s thoughts An eternal, persecuted whine Look at them laughing and having fun Don’t worry, I’ll grow on you A mind that isn’t fast but it’s furious A jealous angry beat of a drum Should have shed this teenage skin by now Could I ever grow on you Believe me, I’ll grow on you I’ll make my life’s work to grow on you Just you wait and see, I’ll grow on you I’ll grow on you
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CONCEPTUAL LIFE Fragile little thing, aren’t you? A cuddly little creature, aren’t you? Not so much anymore Wounded and entitled, aren’t you? A pool of cold blood, aren’t you? Oh there you are with no mask on Chorus: Conceptual life, perpetual dream Mommy and daddy are not what they seem So travel a little more, darling A shallow muddy grave, are you A great big cry for help, are you Beware of those who’ll expose the truth There is no safe place, is there? You’re alone and afraid, right babe? Well you’re no pic-nic either! Chorus Love a little more, darling Think a little more, darling Let go a little more
3.
DIRT OF THE LAND Whore you come with me I got your back Their torches will guide us out Bruised and battered You looked for joy in the dirt of the land You threw your pillow and spilled your dreams All over their cumbersome minds They dragged you out naked and trembling Broken and shattered They buried your soul in the dirt of the land Whore, your hair covered mountains While your hands move the sky The flight of birds made me free you From the gallows, so ugly and dark Feeding on the dirt of the land
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MOUTH ON TREES He takes pride In his loneliness He breathes as he echoes Naked feet in the desert Wide awake in his sleep Probing your eyes For a deafening soul But when you’re a dealer A heart wrenching gambler It all falls apart Chorus: But he found a way through all of it His hands are his roof over his head He holds on to himself And curses at the ocean His hands are his roof over his head Why, why, why, why, why is he a king Wiping his mouth on trees Washing his body in the dirt Remembering his mother When it all falls apart Chorus What are you when you cry? What are you when you feel? What are you when you’re nothing When you can’t be? Why oh why are you a dream?
5.
SHOOTING BUDDIES Oh the swamp is such a silent witness As they scavenge for a good place to hang “You can’t run, boy”, they said “Our flames are like restless eyes” The great dragon hides behind the dark With it’s pointy white masks Taking you from your bed at night But they are all buddies Looking out for one another Companions, hiding their crimes Oh the blistering sun can’t warm The cold swaying body No
6.
LONG ARMED BOY Not designed for their pleasure Out of the cosmic assembly line he comes Not created for their approval But a curiosity A kaleidoscope of oddities multiply in his eyes His fingers are like rakes on the floor Scanning, feeling his way through the stares He feels tentacular An exaggeration born out of his bones The time has come for him to know He will always be new to the world And I tell you my arms drag too But this is about you What choice do you have? Can you truly be brave Is there a star that guides? Should you think about everything And go on a complexity rampage Obsessing, obsessing A slow climb even in descent Can you be safe from a self-righteous strike? Of all the predators Who will hunt the most Will there be enough ground for you to run? Or will your arms get in the way? And sometimes I can’t run too But this is about you Sometimes he’s a tree reaching out Tickling clouds Will the world laugh, will the world change He’s reaching out He feels tentacular But means you no harm Yet it’s shocking to them All the goodness is shocking to them But they are phantom worshipers They wear their deception with pride And sometimes I’m a phantom too I regret to inform you Not articulated for their movements Not queer for their amusement Keep on dragging, dear They’ll soon be soaring You could have been mean and twisted like a thorny fist But you’re a tree At least you get to breathe You can reach out and touch At least you can feel Tickling clouds Making them laugh Yes, you might be a contraption to them But to me you’re joy And sometimes I wish I was joy too Just like you
7.
RUSH OF FEATHERS Primrose blossoms Sweeping leaves Forgot the reasons Why you swept me Under the black raven Who’s got your back you poor man Chorus: Is it really all that you have to say The river runs it’s course, you’ll never see me again A rush of feathers nearly choked me half to death Wings of uncertainty have always flown me away Hazel trees wither Dancing toes My tormentors are backstreet whores Weary old sheep will come home Former beliefs return Chorus: These 2000 years will not take their toll on me The midnight sun has begrudgingly brought me here Wolves surround and charge in a flash of teeth I clear the skies with an aching piercing scream
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VICIOUS QUEEN You choose your words carefully Make your move suspiciously You pick apart and zoom right in On anyone’s weaknesses Chorus: It’s fascinating to me how you can always be a Vicious queen So transparent but they don’t see How you perform your tricks so perfectly You’re not afraid to invade right in With a playful destructive grin Chorus You are witty, obviously But your thoughts cut bitter deep Your heart pounds in little earthquakes, see But my rage is zooming in on your ruthless sneer You choose your words carefully Make your move suspiciously It’s fascinating to me how you can always be It’s fascinating to me where you find all the energy It’s fascinating to me the way you choose to be a Vicious queen

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released June 21, 2021

Music, Lyrics, Keyboards, Vocals, Arrangements, Mixing and Production by Diogo Ferreira
Guitar on I'll Grow on You: Tee Jay Baptista
Mastered by LANDR

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